Day 1
Today is Day 1 of ‘funemployment.’
Hmm… that doesn’t sound
quite right since I am still employed until the end of December, and then have a few months of severance after that.
Yesterday, I was given
notice that I will soon be entering ‘funemployment.’
Yesterday, after five
years and three weeks of actual employment, I was informed that my last day of
work with Golder Associates will be December 30th. Yesterday was
therefore Day 0, and I consider today Day 1, the first day of my new view of
tomorrow. That sounds better.
I actually saw this
day coming over the past couple weeks, so am not really surprised. Things just
kinda…felt…like they were heading in this direction. New projects weren’t coming
up, despite me telling people I had capacity. Meetings kept getting postponed,
and team meetings just didn’t have the urgency towards new projects that they
used to. My boss wasn’t putting too much energy into making sure I was that
busy. And my former boss (who became my boss’s boss, but who hired me and I still
had a close working relationship with) wasn’t really around or as involved as
she had been. She had taken on
additional duties, which is what I chalked it up to, but it still felt like
things weren’t going anywhere.
And, as it turned out, I was right. The
entire global IT team at Golder has been eliminated, in favour of having an
outside company provide all the services we currently provide in house. Damn.
I had actually already been
thinking that it was time for a change and have been saying so for the past
year or so to anyone that would listen. This readiness for change puts me in a good position to look
forward towards what the next part of my life is going to entail. I will certainly
do some travelling, as I want to see more of the world and go to new places; I
have had a New Zealand trip on my mind for some time, and this seems like the
right time (obviously) to go. Anyone want to go with me?? Aiming for the end of
January.
I will do some
mid-week skiing. I can drive through the Rocky Mountains, and explore and enjoy
a few new places I haven never been to, or that I haven’t been to in a while. Maybe
I will get to Mount Hemlock, and look for the brand new skis I left there after
a ski race when I was 11 years old (sorry dad). Of course, maybe another trip back
to Whistler is in order. Anyone want to go skiing?
I will continue
volunteering. I am working on Leading Change 2017, and can spend some
additional time preparing for that event. Since I am not going to be getting
any new projects at work, I will have lots of free time to focus on that and I
can’t wait to see what the next evolution of Leading Change looks like. Keep
your eyes out, we will be in Toronto on April 3rd, 2017!
Perhaps I will get
some additional volunteer time in with the Liberal Party. They’ve taken some
heat from my environmentalist friends lately, so could probably use my help.
And I will continue
writing. I have signed up for Level 2 of the Creative Writing Continuing Education
class at MRU, and hopefully can keep my creative juices flowing. I will also
keep writing here on my blog about my time spent saving the world, as new opportunities
come up. After all, as I wrote in my first posting in 2011, “This way people can read
about all the things that are happening in my life, without the bother of
having to hear about what is happening in yours.”
So, here I am on Day 1,
September 28th, 2016. Preparing for new opportunities in life.
Thinking about the conversation we all had in grade 9, and to which I haven’t yet
figured out: What do I want to be when I
grow up. Now seems like a good time to get that question answered.
My first step is to
set some goals for myself over the next several months of employment and then
after. I will pin those goals at my desk at work for now, at my home, on my phone.
I will re-read them before I go to bed and update them when I wake up. I will
have a list of things I want to accomplish, and I will have a list of things I did
accomplish. Goal setting.
Finally, while this is certainly
a hard time for me, I can only imagine how my co-workers are doing. I have no
kids to take care of, I have no one to be responsible for other than me, and my mother's limitless worry (now grown from my personal life to my employment). I want my peers to
know I am thinking of them, and wishing them every possible success they need
to get their lives back together. Reach out to me, and I will offer you any assistance
I can. I am ok, I want you to be ok as well. Good luck.
To round out how I
feel right now: This is a new opportunity, and I WILL LAND ON MY FEET! After doing some other fun things of
course.
Obviously this is not
an exhaustive list, and will change and update as time marches forward.
Goals to the end of December:
Don’t be a
fuckin slob
Write one
short story a week (500-1000 words)
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If you
want a personalized short story, let me know what it should be about! (requires
a $5 donation to a charity of your choice)
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Make
Leading Change 2017 a priority
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Write my
business plan
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I will
literally argue with anyone on Facebook (or anywhere) who is voting #Drumpf.
-
CUA Party
is going to be great! (November 5th!)
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Save
money. Don’t spend it on random shit anymore.
Goals from January to April:
Don’t get depressed
Get up every day before 9 AM
Don’t get lazy, and don’t wear sweatpants! Well, at least not every day.
Volunteer some more.
Travel!
Focus on my business plan
Write one to two short stories every week
The next chapter in my
life is coming up and I am excited to figure out what that is.
Thanks for reading.
-Elliot
You're an inspiration, Elliot. Looking forward to hearing about your travels!
ReplyDeleteElliot! Way to go on being so proactive and optimistic on your next steps. I'd love a short story! Subject: whatever inspires you the day you write it. New Zealand sounds rad!
ReplyDeleteI like the plan and I always enjoy your outlook Elliot! I also really like your writing so definitely keep that up. If you need some papers to edit for fun, I'll have some coming up. I miss you! Come visit!
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